You've gone and left me
Yet again
Though this time
I pushed you away
Never imagining that
I'd miss your company,
Your words,
(When they were your own)
But I do.
I miss what I thought we had
But I don't want it back
Things change
Constantly.
Some go back and forth
And some travel forward
Never going back to how they were
'We' are one of those
We can never be what we were
I don't think you'd want that
And I know I don't
I don't want to be lied to
I don't want to be forced
To wait and wonder
When you disappear
For months at a time.
All I want
Is to talk to that friend I had
Before we stumbled into that mess
Giving up before we found our way out.

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