In this midnight hour
I sit alone,
Waiting for the dawn of that day.
The one I have always cursed silently
Knowing I had no one.
No one to share it with.
No one I wanted to share it with

But now,
There is one.
I want him to be here
But he's just out of reach
His silence lately
Leaves a hole in me.

Even as the rain comes down,
Just outside my window,
I think of him
Of our talks,
And how he always knows what to say
To make me smile.
Even after a fight,
When I think I'll never forgive him,
When I think He's crossed that line.

It's those words,
The ones that make me smile,
That I miss the most.

~021300~ rev. ~042002~