There are times I wish you never existed,
Times when I think the pain is too much.
I wish I could forget you
And never think of you again,
But I know that's not what I want.
Deep down I know I want to see you,
To hear you and feel you.

I want those times we shared to be real again,
Not just in my dreams.
I always wonder if you still think of me.
Do you dream of me
And the things we shared?
Do you dream of things that could have been
If they hadn't gone so wrong?

I have come so far without you,
But you've always been in my heart
And every time I dream of you,
I know I still need you.

~032503~