I find myself
Looking forward
To certain days
More than others.
Why?
When I felt so
Sure of my feelings
Why?
Now I am confused
I don't know what I want
And I almost feel bad
Because I look
Forward
Wanting to see
The way he smiles
The way he laughs
The way he looks
When he can't seem
To figure the problem out.
The way he does
Stupid little
Things
Trying to be cute
The way he succeeds
In being cute
The way he makes me
Laugh
Almost uncontrolably
At those times
When we're supposed
To be working
And serious.
The way he seems
So innocent
Making me curious
About just how
Innocent he
Really is.
Making me wonder
What beautiful things
He can show me.
How cute he looks
When he's confused.
And how cute he looks
When he finally
Figures it out.
And how he looks at me
From across the room
As we leave to go our
Separate ways
And he smiles,
And I smile back
And I find myself
Looking forward
To certain days
More than others.

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