My stomach does flips
When I think about
Doing what I want to do.

I start to feel sick
But I know why
It's nervousness.

It's the thought
In my head,
The fear of rejection.

The thought of how much
I want to be near you
And the other thought.

The thought of how you
Might not want to
Be near me.

So it becomes
A decision
Should I ask you

Or should I
Walk away without
letting you know.

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