Oh how quickly things can change,
How quickly feelings change.

I haven't known you long,
One day together,
But I feel like I've known you
All my life.

Some things about you are so familiar.
You say one thing
And forget
Or you do another.
So much like all the others.

Maybe you just don't understand.
I want to know you more.
I want to be a part of your life,
To be a part of your son's life.
I want to see you as often as I can.
But I can't do any of that
If you don't let me.

You say you want to see me,
But when you have a chance
You bring her
And you leave before I get there.

Have you changed your mind?
Or do I look too deeply into this?
Am I just paranoid,
Afraid that you'll do the same
As all the others before you?

Help me understand you.

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